Dear Diary, i will re say wat exactly hapen on da last day of schl.. honestly i din feel lyk writing it cuz i tot a friend of mine wont wanna recall back memories.. dats y i din write anything down.. plus Kim's last day was dat day.. she's gonna migrate 2 china n i'm reli sad.. n no, i'm nt sad cuz i wont hv a partner 4 lit.. i'm sad cuz she's leaving.. i noe i been her cluzmate 4 abt 2 years n 5 months oredi.. but it seems lyk i gt 2 noe her better juz dis year.. dis year's sumting new 4 me.. now i gt close friends in cluz.. n even got reli close friends wif cluzmates lyk Kimberley, Shamimi, Leon n Clara.. last 2 years, i dun reli noe dem well till dis year.. n they're da best! i'm glad i knew them..all 4 of them.. especially Kimberley.. though i wasnt so close to her, she was still sum1 hu cared 2 be friends wif me.. n dis sec3 year, i wanted sumting different frm last 2 years.. n i gt it.. i have AWESOME FRIENDS like Natasha and Jasmine.. n got a BETTER BOND wif Kimberley, Shamimi, Leon n Clara.. i'm so glad be friends wif u guys.. ok now da other thing abt dat day was dat.. dat day was JGT day.. honestly i was luking 4ward 2 it cuz Aly's gonna perform.. n by how da group's been practicing, i had high hopes 4 dem 2 be top 5.. but when JYAC came out, i kinda drop-jaw.. ok..Allyy, i juz wanna be frank wif it but.. ok..da performance wud hv been a wow if... - Ben's beatboxing wasn't too loud (i had 2 cover my eyes bcuz of da loudness..plus i dun tink ben sud be da one scolding u guys..i tink dat da group sud do de other way round..) - accapella sound was too soft (ok basically it is da same point as da 1st) - looking down (though i saw many a times every1 looking up)
da thing i lyk abt da performance was.. - 1st impression(every1 luked gud in da outfits) - every1 had smiles on their face - full of energy n movement.. - looked lyk every1 were all enjoying urself..
i dun wanna a point-picker or a blamer but.. honestly i as an audience feel dat.. it was Ben's fault.. bcuz of Ben, da main voice dat was supposed 2 be potrayed wasnt shown.. bcuz of Ben, ppl gt da impression dat da accapella was soft.. n it was very very wrong of Ben 2 should JYAC (as i quote frm Allyy's blog entry: "Went backstage.Heard Ben somehow scolding us") Aly if u're reading dis.. i reli reli tot it wont hav affected u... i tot u had dat mindset where as long as u tried ur best, it doesnt matter wat happens after dat.. plus i tot if u were sad.. i tot i din wanna stir up hurtful feelings abt it.. cuz i tot u dun wanna talk abt it.. dats y i nvr ask of it 2 u.. i tot u'd be even mre upset if i did.. r u mad at me, Aly?? for nt comforting u?? i giv me sincere apologies.. if u dun wanna cum 2 da movies wif me on thurs.. den its fine..
-----------------------------------------Signed Wif A SIGH By Magical Fairy