i'm cryin... 2dy my 2 parents r flyin off 2 saudi arabia... my cousins came las nite n juz dis morning.. bout 10am we reached Changi Airport... deir flight was supposed 2 be in da afternoon... but deir tour guide/boss tol dem dat dey muz enter da departure department @ 11am... i tot i was gonna be strong n fight back tears... but it was difficult... i dunno how 2 say it lah.. few days b4 dey wen, i tot it'd be a piece of cake.. but lyk i say..nothin in dis world is easy.. i bet as i'm writin dis now(12.25pm), my parents haven't even boarded da plane yet.. it was painful seeing dem frm afar, waving hysterically 4 dem 2 c... my dad din cry(man wat) n my mum was sobbing.. bcuz of dat i sobbed too.. i tink every1 of my siblings lurve her mre than daddy... so now i noe how it feels 2 be alone n independant... juznow when we're still in da cryin stage, my mum said, "last time, when i wen 4 haji, i didn't hv children but now i hv 5 kids." n her bdae was yesterday, a day b4 her flyin off... me n Suhail gt dis orange Tigger mug... n oso a haji gift..a luggage/bag tag... it was meant 2 be given 2day but since she said dat tml will be a rush so i passed it 2 her last nite.... dey promise 2 call once dey reached da holy place... n dey'll be back on da 2nd day of 2009 schl.. 5Jan09 i juz hope dat dey'll hv a safe trip to and from saudi arabia... Ibu, Ayah, I Love You♥
posted at 12:20 PM
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
hey Pendragon.. dis is gonna be a short posts cuz i've only got 10mins 2 go.. 1stly i cant wait 4 Twilight 2 cum out... i wen 2 Farhana's blog n she was saying, "Faizah, we have to go catch Twilight"... i cudnt agree mre... i wanna watch too, Saber Toothed Kitty!!! hmm but which date?? 18dec or l8r??? maybe can get @ student price...lol.. $6 only..haha.. n so anyway..friday was da competition rite?? n well when i woke up dat morning my throat spiced up once more... so i tol myself dat if i heal during da trip, i'll sing.. but once we reached dere, i saw how da organiser, Jonas, was saying dat dey cant hv any changes.. so w/o saying anyting, i knew i cudnt be auditioned.. but its okay..i din quite hear Amira(sec1)'s voice clearly cuz i was busy babysitting my conductor's cute baby.. cute but he's AAAARRRGGGGHHH!!!! he's too curious lah..hahaha.. Aly was A-okay..but when it came 2 da bridge part, Alyy-baba's voice wen sharp n shaky da whole way till end... 4 RY, volume problem.. voice okay oso but dere were many times dat his voice was soo loud, i bet da people frm outside da mall cud hear.... i had 2 cover my ears in order nt 2 get deaf... den...oh great.. i hafta stop now.. 10mins up... Bye!! ------------------------------------------★--------------------------------------------------
posted at 5:42 PM
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
8 more days... till mummy n daddy will fly off 2 Saudi Arabia... their plane is liftin off @ 1.30pm-2pm... n dey hafta be @ da airport @ abt 10.30am.. my mum tol me dat i may nt be able 2 c dem off frm da airport.. cuz of da many many ppl... sud i be happy 4 dem or feel sad?? honestly i dunno... i feel happy dat dey r able 2 fulfill wat is required of dem in da religion(tho my mum has oredi done it..my dad hasn't) i'm oso hapi cuz by leavin me wif da small brats, means dat dey trust me in takin gud care of dem.. 2 monitor dem 2 study n keep da hse frm chaos..-__-" n very da sad cuz dat means dat i hold responsibity 4 da whole family.. tho my grandparents will be here 4 MOST of da time, i still hafta be da boss(dats a gud feelin haha) i heard dat its 5 hrs different dere.. so if it's 1pm in s'pore, it'll be 6pm in saudi arabia.. oh yes i 4gt 2 mention.. dey're goin dere 4 haj.. a thing dat every muslim must do @ least once in their lives... -___-"....n y go now?? many reasons.. 1st: da haj season is durin da holidays dis year.. 2nd: cuz none of us(me & da brats) hv anytin major in dat year(no PSLE, no O-levels,etc) 3rd: dey registered in 2000 so MUIS was kinda pissed wen dey kept delayin da year 2 go.. yeah dose r da main basic things.. man, n 2 be honest, i'll miss dem reli!! i'll miss sayin my daily gudnite 2 dem when i wanna sleep.. i'll miss havin da opportunity 2 go out n eat dinner @ a restaurant almoz every Sunday.. n i'll miss dem surely.. hey dere's still webcam..lol... haizzz..2dy dere was suppose 2 be councillor workshop... rmbr?? did i tell u?? well it's a 4-day workshop... 2dy was da beginning n ever since last year's incident, i wanna show 2 my head, adilin, dat i'm reliable even 2 cum 4 dis year's workshop.. cuz u c...i din go 4 last year's workshop.. i tot i wont learn anytin frm it(n honestly after last year's workshop, i dun tink any councillor applied deir new skills anyway) n gt trouble wif last year's ppl... n unfortunately, when i woke up frm my slumber, sumtin lumpy was caught in my throat.. n da nxt thing i knew....i sounded lyk a donkey....hee-haw!! again??, i tot @ dat moment...i'll be da nxt bass in da choir.. n da sops shall risk losin their amplifier(hehehe cey perasan sey) its soo terrible..n den came da big AH-CHOO!! great? how m i suppose 2 prove 2 dem now?? so no choice rite?? gotta face da music.. i was terrified tho...terrified dat dey'll nvr believe me... i tried contactin adilin....she din pick up.. den i tried delfina....nvr pick up.... trembling..yeah dats wat it was lyk dis morning... my hp was low on credit...i cudnt send a msg.. plus a msg will sound less convincing, dont ya tink?? n nt tellin dem abt it, is much much worst den tellin dem last min... dey'll tink i'm irresponsible..n stuff lyk dat... luckily..afiqah picked up... n tink i was speakin rather fast cuz of me being nervous.. i din noe if she believe me...but i managed 2 convey 2 her dat i'll nt be comin.. but whether or nt she trusts my words, its still a mystery... tml when i cum 4 choir(i cant attend tml's wksp cuz of cca), dey'll tink dat i'm reli repeatin... so i muz remember parent's letter...dats my weapon of defence against dem... hmm... in fact actuli..if i wasnt sick, i'll be attendin for a full 2days only.. cuz dis fri, i'm attendin a competition in da afternoon...so half-a-day gone.. den nxt mon, dere's a choir schl exchange program in da after noon..so another half-a-day gone.. so dat adds 2 abt 1day gone.. den dere's cca on thurs..tml.. so 1 full day gone... total number of days gone: 2 days.. total number of days going 4 wksp: 2days.. den now wif 2days..minus 1 day 4 being absent... ='(.....puh-lezz trust me... oh n da comp is a singing comp.. initially my mum din let me go... but i did further convincing... n dey said yes...but dere's a problem.. since i'm hving a sore throat, den goin 4 a singin comp...so den... ooohhhhhhhhh man!!! dey'll nvr believe me!!!!! my weapon....weapon.... so lets c wat do i hv in december.... 1 Dec: Choir Concert @ Esplanade.. 19 Dec: 3E2 chalet.. n maybe 2 choir practices... n den dey'll be "nt-confirmed" events oso happening... 1: councillor stuff... 2: choir bbq 3: competition 4: 2E2 outing @ kbox.. i guess maybe ya'll dunno bout no. 2 n 4, rite?? choir bbq...da committee plans 2 hv a bonding event 2gether durin dec hols... den dey tot do it @ my place cuz its a condo... but den i tot it wud be free... but guess nt... dis is how da payment goes.. actuli we MUST pay $30....dat amount is unrefundable... but we muz pay an extra $100...dats refundable... cuz $100 will be 4 da end of usage.. so if da ting is sumhow damaged, da $100 will be deduced.. if it's in gud shape..dey'll giv us back $100.... is dat fair?? i dunno...we'll discuss dis tml, i tink.. den no. 4 is all RY's idea... he was smsin my sis bout sum anime stuff... n indirectly asked me 2 go kbox wif him... @ 1st i was lyk..NOOO WAY!! den he said dat he wanna invite ppl.. but he'd rather hav 2e2 ppl lyk a reunion(did i spell it rite??) so yeah den he's givin me full authorisation over it... -____-" he wans me organisin it when its his idea??? no way!! ok fine...i'll be sms-ing da ppl... but i'll put his name dere.. fair rite??? n u noe wats da f**kin excuse he tol me y i muz be da "main" person??? cuz i'm VP of choir... -__-"..1st he says dat he doesnt wan choir ppl but 2e2 ppl.. den he says dat i'm in charge due 2 choir admin.... i still dun care....he's gonna be da main person even if i hafta send 2 a person 10smses... n my sis cumin too(he consented) cuz he wanna battle my sis wif Yu-Gi-Oh cards(-.-") opps gotta go..daddy's home... bye!!
posted at 4:45 PM
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Friday, November 14, 2008
hey Pendragon.. sry 4 being so emo in da morning.. i juz felt lyk writin dat down.. dunno y... anyway let's recap of da events dat took place dis week, shall we? on Mon, i had 2 cum back 4 both councillor n choir.. n i found out dat graduation day 4 da sec4s was on thursday.. n after 1hr i had 2 leave for choir.. cca is always 1st priority..heehee so choir was juz da usual nothing interesting on dat day(i tink) hmm how cher(a senior) decided 2 discuss wif us of da possibities n da future if munirah were 2 step down.. if she did(oh dear), dere'll be 3 back-ups(-_-"): Me, Alyy or Janella.. honestly i better nt say anytin abt dis sensitive matter.. juz in case.. n Hui Qi happened 2 be dere.. n she tol us a little sumtin... she tol us dat RY had confessed 2 ******!!!!! wow.. honestly i din tink he had guts...mwahahahahazzz dis is how da confession story goes..
[due 2 sum unruly comments..guess it was bad of me 2 hv put dat information in da 1st place sry pendragon!!]
hahahahahaha..MWAHAHAHAHAZ!!
luks lyk sumtin interestin DID happen..
cuz on mon RY din cum cuz he has sum gaming program @ TP..
n so came tues..
i had malay tuition frm 9-10.30am so i came 2 schl @ 11.30..
choir's @ 2pm..
so in between i had 2 help da councillors wif da graduation day stuff..
n it so happen dat i saw RY cumin in2 da schl..
it was weird cuz he had tol me dat his gaming program lasted till tues..
so he sudn't had been dere...
n i was juz being curious, so i sms him cuz he walked all da way 2 da choir board n did nothing..
he juz stood dere lookin @ da parade square lyk a zombie..
so i asked, "watcha doin here? i tot 2dy's ur last day 4 ur program stuff?"
n he said dat i was dumb enough 2 tink of it dat way cuz da last day was on wed..
i mean excuse me!! u tol me 2dy much..
n den we were exchanging bad words...
i rmbred calling him bonehead, jackass, etc..
i rmbred him calling me dork, dumbass, etc..
so i was kinda pissed..
n when he wen out, i heard he said sumtin 2 me but too bad i din hear..
n when everyting was over n i still had abt 15mins 2 wait 4 choir, he came in da schl n said sumtin behind me again..
but too bad i din hear..lol..
n in choir during break when i was playing da piano(playing Code Lyoko)...
he wen 2 go n KPO!!
showed me amira(of all ppl)'s pix..he was showin off his new phone..geez..
saying dat he had 3G blah blah blah..
n he acted lyk as if we din quarrel over da sms...
he acted all okay while i was answerin him nastily..
nxt day, wed, same ting happen except 4 seeing him in da morning part..
had councillor, den choir..but choir was fine too until after..
RY was showin off his PSP dis time n wanted me 2 hear sum japanese songs..
den @ da bus stop(he n ivan followed me n Alyy dere cuz he still wanted me 2 hear dose songs)
n cuz it was raining da ground was wet n when i sat down he kicked da ground in my direction..
so all da small dirty water droplet gt 2 my neck..eeewww much!.
reli childish...so in da bus, when he finally left(FINALLY!!)
i decided 2 take revenge!!
so i tease him, via sms, abt da Felice stuff...
n again we quarrel..
n dis time it was longer...
n more bad words...
lyk...denser, stupid, bossy, lame, idoitic and lots lots mre....
god he's such a pain!!! n we nvr agree wif one another...
i juz dun get y many ppl in da choir see me n him lyk as if we're 2gether..
cuz dats juz grossss!!!
RY's juz a close friend frm sec1, classmate frm sec2 & friend frm sec3...
datsall!!!!
reli i wont wan sum1 get argue-able...n sum1 hu's difficult 2 understand..
bleh!!..
but Bernice say dat she sees me n him nt as a couple(god THANK YOU!!) but as siblings(-.-"")
when i asked y she said dat siblings always quarrel wif 1 another but in de end will always 4giv n 4get n go on in life as tho dey've nvr got an arguement...
honestly being labelled as both couple or siblings is juz as gross!!
i dun wan sum1 lyk him related 2 me in any way
n on 2 thurs wif da graduation day..
actuli i din hv any duty, but still hafta cum, so i had 2 cum on thurs wif SC tee..
but den on wed when i was waitin 4 choir 2 start, i heard a fellow councillor's plea 4 help...
sec3 Qi You(i hope i spell it rite), was walking thro n fro along da corridor saying, "I cant go"
den he saw me n wen over n begged(i mean it, BEGGED), "Faizah. Please please please take my place 4 tml's graduation day n be an usher?? i cant go cuz i gt (n all da cca reasons came out)"
i pitied dat guy(4 a split second)..he even said dat he had 2 carry 12kg load on thurs cuz of cca..
so i obliged n in de end had a duty...
but when i was usher, i was positioned @ da car porch..
so i had 2 usher parents n teachers..
i din had 2 worry bout teachers cuz all were oredi here in da staff rm...
so main concern was on parents...
n surprising my job wasn't difficult at all..wanna noe y??
dere was only ONE parent hu came..LOL!!
it was okay arr(da graduation day)
gud riddance of 2008's sec4s..hehehe(nt sayin 2 choir seniors)
tho da food was horrible..
da donuts has NO taste..bleh..even da orange juice din meet my expectations..
da noodles were soooo oily..so many sec4s took da fruits..
hu wudn't...tho i heard many complains dat dis year's graduation day was a failure..wateva..
& here cums 2dy, friday...
2dy's supposed 2 be my day off frm any schl..
but my parents said dat i had 2 collect my sis' nxt year books cuz she has camp so i hafta do her dirty work..
n so i had an escort, my bro, Suhail(P5)..but wat made it worse was..
when my mummy said 2 bring Izz(P2) along as well...
n it was a hassle..both were playin a fool n dere were lots of things 2 carry..sweat sweat..
n in GVSS(green view) dere were a lot(MANY MANY MANY MANY) mads(ah beng in malay)..
uhh!!...
now i being generous..helpin my sis wif her anime stuff...
y am i doing dis 4 her??
i dunno...juz felt generous enough i do it..
oh n b4 i end dis post, i wanna say sumting...
i wanna say THANK YOU 2 Alyy 4 dedicating a beautifully-written post in her blog...
LOVE YOU LOTS too!!!
i tot of lettin u see(Alyy, hope u're nt mad if i post da words dat u posted ^0^')
here's her words:
Current best friend.But,we prefer,close friends.She has this certain categories that she organizes her friends in.Confusing lehh.Faizah,faizah,why are you so short?[Sing to the "Baa baa black sheep" rhythm. =D] Hahahaha.Ehh,even though you`re short,you got the POWER. The power to spread evil,girl.Dangerrrrr.You have been the one who has been listening to my nonsense and well,listening.We share a lot of common interests eg. singing,mr chew`s/rui yang`s demise(haha),boys(whee) and more lahh.We just click,you know.Normally seen together.No drastic fights.If one of us is absent,the other stays quiet.Like sisters.Ehh,I take that back.I don't wanna be related to IMRAN AJMAIN.Hehes,joking.I would be blessed to be your elder sister.XDJust a quick note,ILY girrlllll.YOU MY FREENN.My crazy,precious,nonsensical girlfriend.CHEERS. <3333333333
____________________________________________________da future has been set
posted at 1:01 PM
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time.. has been going by rather slowly, Pendragon.. i hate sitting ard doin absoluteky nothing... despite da fact dat EOYs r over, dere's no break.. i still hafta sit down on my comfy chair n flip thro books, go back 2 schl, n obey rules which r da same.. i noe i'm lazy when it cums 2 studying.. very very very lazy... tho sumtimes ppl tend 2 tink i'm sum sort of genius.. ppl tink dat i eat many vitamins everyday 2 boost my thinkin skills.. ppl tink dat i drink chicken essence lyk wat dey showed on advertisments.. well obviously da answer is NO.. i nvr lyk puttin medicine in my mouth n dat inculdes vitamins.. n i very very despise drinking bitter tastes lyk chicken essence.. tho i HAVE tried it b4... but after dat 1 try... bleh! hated it.. i rmbred my mum buying halal food booster oso 4 my PSLE..-.-" in fact my aggregate was much lower than da failures in JYSS.. i mean really.. i was given a choice 2 go in normal acad too... but i din wanna feel downgraded eventhough ppl say dat i can pass wif flying colours n get 2 express.. but i din wan da hard way(i mean hu does?) so i entered in da express stream.. 197.. my aggregate.. i was almoz givin up hopes 4 express... but made it in2 dis schl.. wif grades 4 PSLE lyk dis: EL: B Maths: B Science: B Malay: A.. i mean.. how da hell did i get an A for malay... 4 da whole of my P6 year, every assignment, test or exam, every1 in my schl will noe one ting.. I Will Fail... its lyk a common habit.. i wont be surprise seeing a U-grade for malay in my primary schl.. ppl say, "Oh maybe you're failing ur malay cuz u're born in an english country".. sumtimes i do tink dat dat was da reason 4 my failing malay grades.. cuz i was born in United Kingdom.. of all da european countries i cud be born in, i was brought in2 dis world in lyk da king-country of european countries reli...my sec schl life is juz a short story.. imagine, ppl... 4 example, u're in lyk my kind of schl, JYSS.. which is a neighbourhood schl.. a schl where u'll expect abt 5/6 of da schl population 2 enter in2 poly and/or dropouts.. n if a person is failing exams @ dis level... den wat'll happen if u'd take RI papers?? obviously if we fail JYSS standard, i bet a zero wont be surprisin in an RI paper.. n where do i stand??? i stand in da position which is.. in between poly-graduate and JC-graduate.. i dunno.. i feel dat dere's a chance dat i'll enter a poly eventho i wud rather Prefer a JC.. cuz rite now my stronger subjects r Maths.. Maths Maths Maths... it has always been Maths.. whether it is E-maths or A-maths, i have NEVER failed 2 get an A1.. cuz every year in my report book.. da consistent best grade will ALWAYS be maths, E&A.. my EL is a B3-B4 type... tho i wud hv gotten a distintion if i weren't dat bad in sec conprehension.. my composition is nt a prob... i noe how 2 create beautiful ideas n my higher marks will go 2 compo... i mean if u're readin dis blog.. u'd noe i'm currently writing a story... not abt my life of course.. i'm writing a novel... in fact i'm planning 2 write 3 series.. series means stories.. i've even planned da titles.. 1st story: Mystic Magix 2nd story: 3 Wishes 3rd story: Legendary Warriors.. tho i tink dat i might be changing da 3rd one.. n one story can be more than one book size.. so if any1 wanna see my english, care 2 click on da 1st link in da 'Dar-links' column.. i dunno y i feel so emo 2 write dis kind of post down.. maybe nxt time i'll be cheery enough 2 write lyk b4.. peace out.. ____________________________________________________da future has been set
posted at 8:31 AM
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Friday, November 7, 2008
Konichiwa, Pendragon!
dis is me!! ur crazy person, Faizah!
ok i rmbred dat i owe u sum photos!!!!!
1st: Trapped Together
2nd: Mokona's Wings
3rd: David On The Go
4th: A Night At Xana's Ball
5th: One For All, All For One
6th: Dragon02 (actuli dis drawing was supposed 2 be on da previous post of pix but i 4gt 2 upload it..heehee)
ahh my darling pix..
2 me its lyk as if i'm suddenly gifted dis year wif dis unique skill..
to draw..
sounds pretty lame??
but no..i find it wonderful..
i could express da events dat r happenin in Mystic Magix in pictures!!!
2dy another day w/o any extra schl..
so i'm slackin @ home..finally recovered from my fever..
but i hv malay tuition at 4-5.30..
grrr i hate malay tuition!!!!!
anyway yesterday, i wen 2 schl, found out dat mr chew had a meeting so wen 2 white sands wif sista...
den ate mcdonalds, wen back 2 schl ask mr chew, talk talk talk..den wen back..
but yesterday @ white sands pouplar, i saw something!
DIS:!!!!(dis pix)
it says DJ Machale, PENDRAGON. The Merchant Of Death!!!
dey change da cover!!!
now dey show a pix of Bobby(nt bad-lookin), even a pix of Uncle Press!! and Denduron animals!
wow..lyk as if its gonna be a movie..
I DUN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN A PENDRAGON MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dis was da original cover(author's cover)
haizz...o_O"
oh yeah i finally gt da scanner workin..
so here r my cluz photos!!!
nice rite?????
looooooooooovvveee my cluz 3e2!!!!
i simply love my life of sec3!!
Top 3 for EOY e-maths!
Highest in cluz!
Made new and close friends unlike last year!!
Became Vice-President of Choir!!
Bonded so much wif bith Choir and 3e2!!!
i'm simply blessed wif da best ppl in my cluz!!
imagine if i had been accepted last year to TJC??
i wud hv left JYSS tinkin dat it was a schl where every1 din care[dun wori sum ppl did =)], tinkin dat my cluz nvr treat me as my own n wud tink dat secondary schl life is an awful moment..
but i stay on..
n sooo glad dat i din get accepted..
tho...
i cud hv skipped my o-levels as bonus...
Mwahahaha!!
okaylah..
i'm going 2 sign out 4 now..
btw Chapter 19: Contemporary of Mystic Magix is OUT!!!
-----------------------------------------------------Signed Off Wif A WHISTLE By Bloody Rose