time.. has been going by rather slowly, Pendragon.. i hate sitting ard doin absoluteky nothing... despite da fact dat EOYs r over, dere's no break.. i still hafta sit down on my comfy chair n flip thro books, go back 2 schl, n obey rules which r da same.. i noe i'm lazy when it cums 2 studying.. very very very lazy... tho sumtimes ppl tend 2 tink i'm sum sort of genius.. ppl tink dat i eat many vitamins everyday 2 boost my thinkin skills.. ppl tink dat i drink chicken essence lyk wat dey showed on advertisments.. well obviously da answer is NO.. i nvr lyk puttin medicine in my mouth n dat inculdes vitamins.. n i very very despise drinking bitter tastes lyk chicken essence.. tho i HAVE tried it b4... but after dat 1 try... bleh! hated it.. i rmbred my mum buying halal food booster oso 4 my PSLE..-.-" in fact my aggregate was much lower than da failures in JYSS.. i mean really.. i was given a choice 2 go in normal acad too... but i din wanna feel downgraded eventhough ppl say dat i can pass wif flying colours n get 2 express.. but i din wan da hard way(i mean hu does?) so i entered in da express stream.. 197.. my aggregate.. i was almoz givin up hopes 4 express... but made it in2 dis schl.. wif grades 4 PSLE lyk dis: EL: B Maths: B Science: B Malay: A.. i mean.. how da hell did i get an A for malay... 4 da whole of my P6 year, every assignment, test or exam, every1 in my schl will noe one ting.. I Will Fail... its lyk a common habit.. i wont be surprise seeing a U-grade for malay in my primary schl.. ppl say, "Oh maybe you're failing ur malay cuz u're born in an english country".. sumtimes i do tink dat dat was da reason 4 my failing malay grades.. cuz i was born in United Kingdom.. of all da european countries i cud be born in, i was brought in2 dis world in lyk da king-country of european countries reli...my sec schl life is juz a short story.. imagine, ppl... 4 example, u're in lyk my kind of schl, JYSS.. which is a neighbourhood schl.. a schl where u'll expect abt 5/6 of da schl population 2 enter in2 poly and/or dropouts.. n if a person is failing exams @ dis level... den wat'll happen if u'd take RI papers?? obviously if we fail JYSS standard, i bet a zero wont be surprisin in an RI paper.. n where do i stand??? i stand in da position which is.. in between poly-graduate and JC-graduate.. i dunno.. i feel dat dere's a chance dat i'll enter a poly eventho i wud rather Prefer a JC.. cuz rite now my stronger subjects r Maths.. Maths Maths Maths... it has always been Maths.. whether it is E-maths or A-maths, i have NEVER failed 2 get an A1.. cuz every year in my report book.. da consistent best grade will ALWAYS be maths, E&A.. my EL is a B3-B4 type... tho i wud hv gotten a distintion if i weren't dat bad in sec conprehension.. my composition is nt a prob... i noe how 2 create beautiful ideas n my higher marks will go 2 compo... i mean if u're readin dis blog.. u'd noe i'm currently writing a story... not abt my life of course.. i'm writing a novel... in fact i'm planning 2 write 3 series.. series means stories.. i've even planned da titles.. 1st story: Mystic Magix 2nd story: 3 Wishes 3rd story: Legendary Warriors.. tho i tink dat i might be changing da 3rd one.. n one story can be more than one book size.. so if any1 wanna see my english, care 2 click on da 1st link in da 'Dar-links' column.. i dunno y i feel so emo 2 write dis kind of post down.. maybe nxt time i'll be cheery enough 2 write lyk b4.. peace out.. ____________________________________________________da future has been set