guess wat! i'm back frm da torture of da 4-long-day sec1 camp!!!
n god i've been thro SHIT!
lyk da inferno of hell!~
hmm lets recall...
1st day..........
reported 2 schl n basically slacked..
frm lyk 7.45am-5.30pm i practically did nothing..
okay i was a CI, Camp Instructor...basically my job is 2 be responsible over a certain station, section or event...all in short, CIs is da soul of dis whole camp..
w/o us dere'll be nothing..
okay back 2 review..
slack slack slack..
4 da whole morning n afternoon, i juz saw da SLs, Section Leaders, n da GLs, Group Leaders, bondin wif deir grps..
den afternoon was 2 ball games which i so wasnt involved in..
work started 4 me only ard 5.30 for BMT aka Blind Man's Trial..
my job was kinda pathetic but easy...
but 4 me, it reli sucked! why?
cuz of a sec1 frm da team Storm
my job was supposed 2 wash da sec1s after da BMT(da last station btw)
n my 1st grp hu came in2 da toilet(yes, da sec1 boys entered da girls toilet 2 get deir carwash) had a gangster-boy..
he tot i was spraying water at dem 4 fun but hello!! i'm washing off da toothpaste, viniger n nutella of deir faces n butts!
n dis is how 1 sec1 repaid me back..
he collected 2hAndful of soap in his hands n tried finding 4 me(i was outside)
when he did n when i realised wat he wanted 2 do, i did wat any senior wud do...
try not 2 get hit..
tt freak slammed his fat hands onto my head n banged my skull 2 one of da pillars..
n when i started crying(lyk hell out loud) he still continued 2 rub da soap on my hair!!
an alumni helped me up while tt boy kept sayin sry nt-sincerely...BLOODY BASTARD!!
Curse U!!!!!!!!!
washed my hair n every1 tot tt i've bathed..
it reli did sucked! 1st impression of my 1st job of my last camp totally ruined!!
pulled my bloody hopes down sia!
oh wait i 4gt 2 describe abt how da preparations 4 BMT took place...
since my place was at da toilet so dere was nothing 2 prepare actually...
so i wen in2 one of da classrooms(a fear factor station), n doddled on da whiteboard...
n yes i was pretty inpressed wif myself...
take a look..
i noe its nt tt clear but if u look closely, dere r a total of EIGHT drawings on tt whiteboard..
1. A girl, basically a drawing of Tiadora(frm my story..sum of my friends sud recognise it)
2. A bird saying, "Welcome To Your Doom!" ~ inspired frm a stuff toy
3. Winnie The Pooh in a swimsuit ~ inspired frm a stuff toy
4. A Tiger ~ inspired frm a stuff toy
5. an ugly-looking monster
6. Another girl wif curly hair n blue lips
7. A Dragon
8. And Mokona!!!!!
can YOU find dem???
hehehehehe..
tts all 4 1st day i guess..
2nd day, i was supposed 2 go 2 sentosa 4 da sec1s scavenger hunt...
my station was at da beAch, where it was bloody scorching HOT!!!!!
my team sat nearer 2 da sea at da big rocks..
well actualli i sat on da rocks..da 4 other members of my team sat in da sand cuz dey either were afraid 2 climb(cuz dey dun wanna injure deir exposed legs since dey wore shorts [yeah i wore long pants]) or it was bcuz of da red/black ants dere..
actuali 1 of dem, a guy, did sit on da rocks, but nt as frequently as me..
sumhow i felt lyk sum monkey..
climbing da rocks here n dere, always aiming 2 get 2 da highest rock 4 da best view..
n i did get a good seat..comfortable in fact..
dere was even i time which i slept 4 abt an hr..yawn!
n yes da team was forced 2 eat lunch dere cuz it was a 12hr job..
as in, i hafta be station dere 4 more than 10hrs!!!
in between when da team gt hungry, each of us made excuses 2 go 2 da other far end(as in reli reli reli far) 2 go 2 7-Eleven..
but since sentosa is supposed 2 be a tourist place, all da prices were twice of a normal 7-11!!!
yes, i'm broke oredi!!
but i was deperate!! n so were my other team mates..
n when da teams were taking a very long time 2 cum 2 our station, my team willingly watched da Danny Phantom Episode: Phantom Planet, on my hp(yes, i hav da whole 1hr of da episode)
basically it was half-half of fun n boring..
sry i cudnt take any pix over dere..
my hp batt was running low(cuz of da 1hr episode) n i needed it 2 take pix of da sec1s' sandcastles(aka my job: takin pix of sandcastles)
returned home wif my feet almost dragging on da floor..
so very da tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den 3rd day is hectic day...
why? cuz dere were many majors events in 1 bloody day..
Initiative games, Telematch n Campfire in sequence..
okay fine..i wasnt involved in da initiative games so i had da morning off..
but seriously..Telematch was was was............
BOILING PARCHED!!!!!!!!
4 telematch, my job was 2 juz put da toilet rolls @ da respective places in da field..
simple rite? WRONG! after da sec1 hav used da toilet rolls, its nt lyk as if dey were considerate enough 2 pick up da unused tissue frm deir grp n throw it away..
me n my partner, Nian Ting, were busy scurrying across da field 4 any signs of a minute portion of toilet paper...
n wat made it more bloody, was tt it was in da afternoon when da Sun was rite above our heads!
i'm totally sun-baked by tt event..i've turned chao-tah!!
so very da tiring!!!!
n u noe i sud hv put on sun block! cuz l8r on my body ached..
lyk when i combed my hair, when da blades of da comb rubbed against da skin of my skull, i cud feel my skin tearing off layer by layer n bloody hell it was damn fucking painful!!
n oso when i wiped my face wif a towel, my whole face felt lyk as if millions of knife were slashed across my face instead of a soft towel...n juz lyk juz now, it was damn fuckin painful!!!!!
den dere was campfire..
as a CI, i dun required 2 do anyting but sit back n relax while viewing da spectacular flames..
i even took sum photos wif my camp friends..
dis is Aqilah, a sec3. if u did notice, she's wearing a badge saying, Faizah. on da 3rd day, we decided 2 switch identities. so i became Aqilah, she became Faizah..it felt weird calling out my own name n trying 2 answer back 2 ppl hu were actuli calling Aqilah..
dis one is wif Liang Xiu(sry if i spelt it wrongly!), Elaine(is tt ur name?) n Aqilah..n btw dis year's camp tee is yellow in colour..Jasmine's favourite colour!!
Opps! i 4gt her name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
da three masketeers(is tt how u spell it?????)
okay campfire was awesome! da dances were all INCREDICLE!!!
i'm serious! i cant figure out hu will win in tt competition...
even tho da overall winner of da whole camp is Fantastic 4, i still tink tt da campfire item was a definite dificulty in selecting da winner..
den okay i 4gt 2 mention dis earlier but uh..
a resident frm 1 of da neighbouring blocks complained 2 Mrs Oh abt da noise level on da FIRST day..wat was at nite abt da 1st day..aww rite! BMT..
n it din stop dere..da complaint was straight 2 MOE..
u see how residents can be so inconsiderate!
da CIs even sent out letters 2 dem abt da camp n dis has 2 happen..
n it gt worst..
during campfire night, ppl frm outside threw Limes in2 da schl..
as in literally! dey were throwing fruits at da schl!!!! so rude n babaric!!!
dun dey understand tt its a camp n tt dere's supposed 2 be noise..
hell we even ended da whole thing at 9.30pm!!!
dey treated it lyk as if it was in da middle of da night lyk wat 12midnight..siao or wat?!!
its nt lyk dey slept at wat? 8pm, rite? i dun tink we were soooo disturbing deir beauty sleep.,.
4 abt half of da morning every1 cleaned up da schl..
den we ended off dere n i was sooooooooooooooooo relieved tt it was over!!
well..i'm exhausted!
i tink i'll end off here 4 2dy..
its a long post n i dun wanna strecth it 4 too long.
Bye!
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a quote frm a friend's blog
I feel like killing myself, you know, put a knife on my chest and stab it! I'd rather die. Seriously, why would I wanna live in this world?? Should I die only when it's the end of the world?? Nehh! I would rather die now, lets see, drive a car, drive fast, CRASH! Yea!! That's what I feel like doing now.
~to solve dire problems, friend, death is never any option. You claim that you miss the times you had with your friends. well, i know that they feel the same way too. so if you really do care for your friends, friend, don't even think that this is a way out. it will only hurt them more than it hurts you.~
Hey Pendragon! guess wat 2dy is?? yes its Valentine's Day!! da lurve-liest day of da year.. yesterday morning, i was pratically showered wif gifts! hmmm... let me list down da ppl n da gifts dat dey gave me... Alyy-baba:Lolipop Kimberley:Toberone (it was A HUGE BOX!!!! she gave me, jas, nat n shamimi a BIG box each!! lyk da typedat is ard $7 for one box) Natasha:Zip CHocolate & 4 Heart Chocolates Farhana:A golden wrapped heart chocolate! Jasmine:Pockey!!! Rozlina:A chocolate hand-made(i tink) cupcake Leon:a packet wif 2 FunTime chocolate n 3 small rectangle chocolates(i duno da brand name) Yong Xiang: a packet of 4 mentos inside Liang Xiu:a Toberone piece Vanessa:2 small Cadbury rectangle chocolates Chee Ann: A JetStream Pen & ChocoMint Jannah:A syrofoam Pink rose! (de only rose i gt!!) Hazirah:another lolipop Muliani:if i'm nt wrong it was oso a heart chocolate but smaller Sebastian:I tink he gave FruitPlus Mdm Saleha:A Yupi packet (da small 1) Mdm Lee:2 small Yupi packets Myself:2 hawaiian n chicken slices of pizza!!
i tink dats all... my deepest sincerest apologies if i din mention a gift tt any1 gave me. well anyway..after tt we had hist.. dats when mdm lee gav us da yupi.. cud she hav at least given me back my amaths TB!!!!! Haizz..den PE, i lied 2 Mr Alsagoff abt me being sick.. yah he believed me cuz i used da 'M' word..LOL!! den on my way back 2 cluz after PE, i spotted da stall tt 4e4 was holding(dey were selling pizza n i ordered 4 2 slices 4 myself =P) so after i've gottn dem i headed back 2 cluz 4 amaths.. den halfway during amaths n person, i tink frm 4e4, came up n said "Delivery for Faizah" i was shocked cuz i've oredi taken mine frm tt guy juz now!! den da cluz was lyk "Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!" so in de end i had 4 slices of pizza (yeah my secret admirer gt me another 2) den came MT followed by Choir which was very boring indeed.. Amira was being her crappy self as usual so no diff... oh wait! dere is! Amira finally shed tears!! da sops were repeating over n over again bcuz amira said tt dere was a mistake in juz 2 words! den i juz turned back 2 realise tt Yangtze wass dere..o.O den amira gt cranky n scolded da sops 4 nt puttin in effort...blah blah blah!!! den she gt fed up n gav us 3mins break.. so i sat down n stared back at my score.. when i heard amira, hu was sittting behind da piano wif Jiana, saying, "They all fuck up lah!!" i was pissed, but Munirah was even pissed-er.. Munirah yelled back at her, "Hey! I dun wan any1 2 be using tt kind of language in MY choir no matter how angry u r!!!!" n den she stormed out of da room, slammed da doors, while her face was on da verge of tears.. n as usual Jiana, her sidekick, followed her out.. Munirah wen out after dem.. sumhow i felt a little evil n smile my cunning smile at da situation.. finally! sumting tt amira cant handle..she alway tot tt she's invincible n can do anyting... guess not... miserable fool! i'm so glad.. heeheee!!! anyway after tt, i bought Ferrero Rosche cuz me n Chee Ann wanted 2 get 4 Mr Chan sumting.. it was da big box n 2dy we gav it 2 him indirectly.. i mean he wen out of da cluz n i put da pretty big present under his book.. n when he came back in..he didn't realise it was dere.. he juz continued teaching 4 abt 10-15mins w/o noticing it.. den finally when he took da book off da table, he saw da present.. sheesh! does he need 3 pairs of eyes? yes i noe... i'm too kind n mr chan doesnt deserve a present tt big.. LOL!!!! b4 i end dis post, i juz wanna say a big SORRY!! 4 nt uploading chap28 for abt 2-3weeks!!!! i'm so so so sowie!!!!!!! it will upload soooooooooooooooooooon!!!! -----------------------------------------------------------------------Craved By The Vampyre
posted at 5:46 PM
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
its been outdated 4 twenty-3 days.. HI Pendragon! been's such a hectic 23 days.. lotsa things had been happening so far.. but da most recent n tragic memory i had was on 2nd of February.. sum of u sud noe oredi.. yes, my maternal Grandfather passed away.. among all 4 of my Grandparents, he was da closet 2 me.. he was da one hu showered da most lurves and happiness 2 me n my family.. always crackin up jokes lyk.. Grandpa: "Who wants to follow me??" Me&mysiblings: "Me.Me.Me.Me.!! Grandpa want to go where?" GrandpA: "Toilet Bowl!" it sounds funnier in malay, n he wud always trick us.. even when my parents wen 4 their pilgrimage during da december hols, he volunteered 2 be responsible 4 anythin dat took place in da hse.. n i cud c dat during those times, when he cudn't walk properly n had 2 stay @ a certain position 4 a long time n me n my siblings were doin our own stuff lyk playin Xbox or da computer.. n dat at those times, i cud feel dat he was not n we weren't havin a usual conversation wif him cuz we always wanted 2 do our stuff.. rite now i feel so so so regretful.. i sud hav spend mre time wif him den.. sud hav lurved him da same way he had lurved me.. he even planned 2 get me my own UMPC(Ultra-mobile Personnal Computer) seeing or even hearing dat sum1 died, is nvr a pleasant thing 2 hear... here's da time-line.. ard 3weeks ago, my grandpa wen 2 my cousin's hse(as usual) n den frm wat i had heard, my grandpa started 2 vomit..n soon.. he had a stroke.. everythin on his right was paralysed.. he cudn't speak nor move his right limbs at all... he was den admitted 2 da hospital dat my uncle was workin at... when i came 2 visit him, dere were moments where he managed to ball his right hand into a fist.. but den it cud hv been an involuntary action(as at i've learnt in bio) after i came back n did da usual routine in schl, i gt busted wif Mdm Lee, my SS/Hist teacher.. Kim wanted me 2 help her wif sum questions n i was in da wrong when i decided 2 do it in durin her lesson.. obviously, she caught me referring 2 da a-maths txtbk... so my txtbk was den confiscated..n it so happen dat da wed nxt week i had an amaths test.. luckily my senior, How Cher, was fine in lettin me borrow his.. unfortunately his was da old edition (but hu cares anyway) n so on da mon nxt week, i had emaths supplementary 4 tues' e-maths TA.. n after dat, wif da help frm Jia Yong, I managed 2 find my senior's blok n get da bk.. den when i came back, frm da 1st floor, i cud c dat my hse gate was opened(i live in da 2nd floor) i wen up, entered my hse n found out dat da sofas in my living room were missing.. i walk in n turned 2 da dining room n saw dat my bro(hu was crying) n my mamma were carryin da furniture.. i had 2 thoughts at dat time.. 1. my mum wanted 2 do springcleaning @ da wrong time, n maybe my bro did sumting 2 piss mamma out n my mum might have scolded him, which wud hav resulted him in da crying.. 2. my mum bought new furniture n my bro was cryin cuz da sofas were heavy.. i guess i was wrong.. Me: "Hey. What's wrong?" My mum: "Kakak(big sista), Atuk meninggal." (grandpa died) my House of Night Novel: 'Untamed' and my senior's amaths bk simultaneously dropped.. i changed, n ard 8pm, da hse was filled wif ppl...even my neighbour was dere.. den at 9pm, da body came in.. my gradfather died in Pakar Puteri Hospital in Malaysia.. doctors frm dere had delivered him directly 2 our hse.. dat nite i din c his face at all... we juz prayed n paid our respects.. my aunt was da one hu had seen him go.. as she had mentioned..dat she was visiting him on monday afternoon.. n she started to wash his face..wiping his face with a perfumed cloth.. his eyes were opened, filled wif life..until my aunt felt a pulling sensation.. she had seen his life being pulled.. "one moment his eyes were opened n da nxt he looked up n den it nvr open again" da very nxt day, dey cleaned his body.. n yes i finally saw his lifeless face.. his mouth slightly ajar, his skin of a lighter colour.. dey washed him, n b4 dey covered each of our family members muz sprinkle dis kind of flower n kiss his forehead... it was so cold..lyk an ice cube being pulled out frm da fridge.. n we headed 2 da mosque 4 dis prayer.. n finally buried him at abt 11.30am.. n cudn't stop weeping n crying my hearts out.. n rite now i wanna thank these two people 4 being dere 4 me when i was down.. i personally wanna thank Alyssha 4 being da friend i always knew n cherished.. 4 being lyk a pal 2 tell me dat my grandpa's gone 2 a better place.. n a friend hu always can be trusted, thoughtful n kind.. Thanks Alyssha... but i reli wanna giv my thanks 2 dis 1 person hu's been keeping me company in between my tears of sorrow all dese while.. until my indox has 85% of his messages.. hu i c as a reli dependable n faithful pal.. Thank you, Chee Ann. i reli do miss my grandfather.. n i reli reli wish dat i sud hv spent more fruitfilling times wif him(Atuk = granfather).. no matter how or why or where.. u'll always be in my heart, Atuk! n i'll nvr ever 4get what a great man u were! -----------------------------------------------------------------------Craved By The Vampyre