Yo! yeah i changed my skin...nice?? Death Note is so awesome!!!!! i luv it so much!!! i havent gt dis much tension in any story ever since PENDRAGON!!! kyaaahhhh!!! n da main character is so cute!!! i'll post it in da nxt post.. anyway..i 4gt 2 show u da gift tt Farhana got me... Ta-Daa!!
yay!! a candy machine...
haizz but unfortunately we're still fasting..so cant hav tt much fun..
so i took pictures of it wif Homo n Tatty!!!
heehee..Homo's trying 2 get da candy...
but lyk after a few days of trying...
i found ants tryin 2 dominate it so i tried 2 wash it...
but whenever i wash n dry it, dere was always dis sticky red liquid coming out...
n my sis said tt da prob might be inside da machine..
so i separated da machine in2 pieces n found a M&M stuck in a compartment..
[da machine was so hard 2 break open!!]
so after clearing it n reli cleansing it, it was finally clean!!! so everytime i still hav chocolates left in da machine, i'll put it in da fridge 2 prevent ants..
September hols hv kicked in..but by now, its gonna end..
very boring..went back 2 schl for 3days..
Emaths mock exam wasnt so difficult..
n my family wen 2 malaysia...
but it wasnt reli so fun either..me, my sis, me mum, me cousin [Nabilah] n me aunt shopped..
however, @ da mall, i din get anything..
in fact, i din get anything 4 tt whole trip 2 malaysia!!
maybe da clothes wasnt of my taste..
Athirah gt a green coat which was nice, i guess..
dere was a bookstore tt i wanted 2 go 2 n thought tt dere wud be an interesting book 2 buy..
but dere was none!!! no hari raya clothes, noraml clothes or books!!!!!!
even Athirah managed 2 find a book something 2 her taste..
but i found tt all da books dere werent reli interestin...
so by de end of tt day, i told me mum, "Ibu, since i din get anythin, get u buy 4 me Bear Bear?"
i 4gt 2 mention tt our 1st stop in da mall, we headed 2 a metro/BHG-like shop n i saw by da counter.....a bear...
being childish i took one out of 3 different colours n entertained myself..
my mum n sis were irritated..but i felt very happy juz playing wif it...
i name it Bear Bear since i was too lazy 2 come up wif cheem names..
here it is!
it was only 5.90 ringgit!!!
n when i left da store, i juz felt so sad leaving it behind...
n by de end of da day, my mum still din let me buy Bear Bear...
='<
dis is another pix of it being in my sis' green coat...
cute rite????????????????????????????????????
wah!!! wah!!! my mum nvr buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizz...
its ok la..
i'm gonna end it off wif a new drawing tt i juz did....
inspiration of da pix: Ouran High School Host Club
[by the way, da girl jumped out from da cupboard n in2 da guy's arms...juz in case u din understand..da girl's scared of thunder so she was so scared, she jumped..]
-------------------------------------------------------------------Slashed By Vampyre Tiadora
posted at 2:06 PM
050909
Saturday, September 5, 2009
i'm becoming one of them... emo.... i'm tired of being treated lyk sum stupid odd one out in da family.. n after one insulting incident, where my dad says tt i cant accomplish anythin, i snapped at him for the first time... n lyk always, i cried my heart out in da toilet.. tt was da last straw.. i cudnt take it anymore.. they being biased and pretendin 2 be so 'oblivious' 2 my feelings... n dey lack understanding.. lyk u see..i've gt a bro doin PSLE dis year, n dey treat me lyk shit whereas for my bro, he's lyk an angel... when he fails or doesnt do so well, my parents juz say "do better nxt time", no scolding.. but wif me, its lyk all hell unleashed... reli!! i cant stand it anymore!!! i'm going mad!! CRAZY!! INSANE!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!! reli..i juz wanna freeze time, n live alone... forever.. i dun care if i'm juz left wif me myself n i...i dun wanna feel anymore!!! no one can put their fucking butt in my business cuz even tho there r therapists or wateva hu can understand, will nt be able to.. i wont allow it.. they say i'm nt putting enuf effort, but my usual bed-sleepin-time is at 3am.. they say tt i'm nt gud enuf.. they say tt i wont be able to accomplish anything in 20years time.. SO WHY DO THE FUCKING HELL SUD I WORK MY BUTT OFF NOW IF I CANT ACHIEVE OR ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING IN MY LIFE???!!!! . . . . . . . . . i've oredi got eight bloody red slashes on my left arm... lets have more, shall we?