i'm becoming one of them... emo.... i'm tired of being treated lyk sum stupid odd one out in da family.. n after one insulting incident, where my dad says tt i cant accomplish anythin, i snapped at him for the first time... n lyk always, i cried my heart out in da toilet.. tt was da last straw.. i cudnt take it anymore.. they being biased and pretendin 2 be so 'oblivious' 2 my feelings... n dey lack understanding.. lyk u see..i've gt a bro doin PSLE dis year, n dey treat me lyk shit whereas for my bro, he's lyk an angel... when he fails or doesnt do so well, my parents juz say "do better nxt time", no scolding.. but wif me, its lyk all hell unleashed... reli!! i cant stand it anymore!!! i'm going mad!! CRAZY!! INSANE!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!! reli..i juz wanna freeze time, n live alone... forever.. i dun care if i'm juz left wif me myself n i...i dun wanna feel anymore!!! no one can put their fucking butt in my business cuz even tho there r therapists or wateva hu can understand, will nt be able to.. i wont allow it.. they say i'm nt putting enuf effort, but my usual bed-sleepin-time is at 3am.. they say tt i'm nt gud enuf.. they say tt i wont be able to accomplish anything in 20years time.. SO WHY DO THE FUCKING HELL SUD I WORK MY BUTT OFF NOW IF I CANT ACHIEVE OR ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING IN MY LIFE???!!!! . . . . . . . . . i've oredi got eight bloody red slashes on my left arm... lets have more, shall we?